I decided that I'm leaving. I cant bring anymore shame to myself or disgrace to my family. Leaving is for the best. I'll sell my things and just slip away one night. I just need to decide on a location. Maybe I'll go north where it's cold. My family hates the cold so they wouldn't go there.
I know life will be hard and there's a good chance that I'll die but I won't be a burden anymore. I'll make sure I'm away from everyone. That would be a very fitting way yo go. I'll be alone in death just as I was in life. Surrounded by the cold unfeeling snow and cruel stinging winds.
I should have left years ago. Right after highschool like my classmates. But I got stuck in this town. God, if you exist and are seeing this post, please exchange my life with someone about to die. I shouldn't be in this world. Give life to those who want it next time.
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